Damn it just hit me......

I was just sitting here replying 2 emails. and like every other email was some1 like
"yo wat u doin is dope. i can't wait 4 this" or "dude i got some1 u should talk 2" or my favorite "i c u, u bought 2 make it 2 the top". and after reading all of those emails it just really hit me HOW close i really am 2 making it. having all my dreams come tru and being a rags 2 riches success story. the only thing is is that ive been on this ride by myself the whole time (i mean witout a girl). and i really dnt wanna take the rest of this trip by myself. i knw WHO i wanna take 4 the ride but idk....its all confusing.